Would ‘sorry’ have made any difference? Does it ever? It’s just a word. One word against a thousand actions.
Your health, whether physical or mental, comes first.
It’s kinda cool how someone can just pop into your life all of a sudden and become so important to you within such a small amount of time. I think that’s what makes life so interesting though. There’s always a reason to be hopeful for the future because you never know what good things will come your way next.